looking at all my tumblr posts since i started.. I have concluded that.. I WAS A REAL MESS..

I didn’t know who/what i really wanted.. I had a crush on Clinton, Daniel then Matt then i would always come back to Jacques..

I guess when you are really desperate to move on, you desperately put your attention to someone else trying to make believe that you are over the person you truly care about.. in my case, Jacques.. It had been a really crazy 8 months for me. I know, I am still not over Jacques….. but who knows maybe someone will walk randomly into my life, someone that can make me forget.. someone that I can love and will love me.. who knows, life is a big “Abangan ang susunod na kabanata” moment..  we will never really know.. maybe its one of those 3 guys mentioned above.. maybe.. someone i will meet in the future, maybe someone i already met.. or maybe I am really a lesbian (JOKE!!)..

life is full of MAYBEzzz.. That is what is making it EXCITING…