January 30th, 2011

2500

Hi Jacques,

so you decided to prize me with 2500…What do I think about it? Ofcourse, I am thankful because its a big help to me..

You also told me to use it wisely,

What can I get?

- Since I always have cold handsand feet should i get me FOOTSIES or Gloves?? It would keep me warm right? but nonetheless, it is still nothing compared to your hugs that not only keep my hands and feet warm but also my heart and soul…

-Should I get me some nice gourmet dishes? You know how much i love eating.. but it is still nothing comapared to the dishes that you cook.. or whenever I try to cook and it always turns out to be raw.. It is still nothing comopared with the time that we spend eating together discussing random topics, playing, teasing and just plainly having a good time..

- Should I have my car fixed? after all its now super beaten up because of all the HITS ive been through.. That would be really nice, but then„ it is still nothing compared with the time that we spent in your car just cruising around huntington drive listening to  music i couldnt even understand.. I did not only feel free like what i usually feel when I am driving.. I felt the freedom of loving.. I felt my heart as it beats.. and i know from then on that it only beats for you..

- Should I get me a new pair of glasses?? My eyes had been really bad since you left.. but then again.. I dont really need glasses.. because I do not use my eyes to see you.. My heart sees you.. only you…

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